What I've been up to..

Hey there.

So I mean it's really only been forever and a day since we've last chat. I told my self I was going to do 'Vlog Everyday May' because it rhymed and whatnot, and here I am-May 15th and this is my first May posting. Oh well, too late now. 

I've been super busy. 

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Prom.

Blah. Totally not impressed. I was annoyed with my date all night, and just didn't want to go to the prom. I don't know I was in a weird bitchy mood. Anyways, I ended up going home right after the dance and fell asleep before my sister did. I am so cool. 

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German.

Well I'm going to freaking GERMANY. Crazy? Yeah. I'm super way beyond pumped. I get my German in September. And ahhh, can't wait! She seems sweet! Then I'll be staying with her for three weeks there. Gahh <33>

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Concert.

Went to a kick ass concert last night with my schwester. We saw Hey Monday, Fall Out Boy, Metrostation, All Time Low, and Cobra Starship. Minus the mom humping, drunks, and rain, it was one of the best concerts I've been to. Ahh, I wanna go back. 

Okay, so since this post  has been full of not that important of stuff. I'm going to go. 

Plus its almost midnight and I need to be functioning in six hours. Tomorrow is the seniors last day and I've got two tests. How does that work?-Bah. 

Greys anatomy made me want to cry tonight. 

I am way to into that show. 

Goodnight.

family;boy;boy.

Here's a very happy late Eater/Passover.

<- There's a picture of me, the cousins, & sister squshed on the couch. Lovely right? Anyways, Easter was fun, had some good family time and that's basically all that I did. I'm pretty good at doing nothing, unlike my mother who constantly has about a million projects going on at once.

In unfamily news, I got asked to prom today. Middle of sixth period. This guy walks in and has about 10+ people with him and in front of the whole class he gives me a white rose and asks me to prom. Cute, right? Wrong. I felt completly bombarded considoring I didn't really want to go to prom with this guy. He's really funny and all but there's just no attraction there for me, oh well. I said yes.

So I just IM'ed this guy I haven't talked to since basically the night we spent on new years at my sisters when she was gone :X Yeah, anyways it's crazy how fast my heart can pound when I wish it wouldn't. This guy should not make me feel like this. He's hurt me twice before so why am I so nervous to talk to him? UGH. I wish I could choose who I fall so hard for-or it would be someone that would care as much as I did back. So Complicated. So Not Worth It. I don't even know why I'm talking to him. I'm setting my self up again and I totally know it. - Prepare for depressed blog in a couple weeks.

Disappointed;Birthday

So I'm sitting here watching the news with the pops, well, as he sleeps, and it's brought me to realize how pathetic our world is. I don't get how a Sunday School teacher could kill one of her daughters' friends. Or how 4 'pirates' can take over a cargo ship. It's sad. Do people really get that bored to think- oh what could I do so I can get a bunch of money? OH! I know, lets go take over a boat then request 2 million dollars for the captain. No. That's not how it should be. If you apply yourself and work then save up you can get that money. But like other people just work for it and not take people hostage. UGH. It just makes me so upset that this is what it's come to.

Anyways.. My birthday was two days ago and I am now 17. Which means donating blood, driving with more than one person in the car, and rated R movies. Woot. It's not like I haven't drivin with more than one person or seen rated R movies but now if I get carded I can easily whip out my I.D. and be like waBAM, no longer doing illegal stuff. in. your. face. So from the fam I got some tickets to go see Fall Out Boy, MetroStation, All Time Low, Hey Monday, and CobraStarship, I'M SO PUMPED. And what's even more exciting is I also got tickets to TAYLOR SWIFT. Almost peed my pants. I also got some other little things. My friends made me a vid collab of all my friends saying happy birthday and I love it very much.

interesting tidbit:The magic word "Abracadabra" was originally intended for the specific purpose of curing hay fever.

Emily

Things have been super crazy lately. I'm ready for it to simmer.

With Prom coming up the school has been nothing but drama, break-ups, and freak-outs. I'm so ready for all the plans to be made and it to be seven and taking pictures, anxious for the night to begin. However, we still have a whole 'nother month until prom and until then I won't be slowing down. Along with Operation Prom my friends and I are on, I have a birthday, Easter, Retreat, Moms' bday, Brothers' bday, Mom's Emmaus.. (etc). Everything is coming too fast! Where did all my time go?

I've been reminising a lot about how "grown up" I've become since another year has passed. It's so weird to see how much things can change in such a short amount of time. This time last year I had super long, dark hair, a boyfriend I don't even talk to anymore, and I spent a lot more time with my friends. However, the last ones changing. It makes me wonder where I'll be after next year, as I'll be almost done with highschool and getting ready to graduate. Freaky.

Last weekend is really what brought me to reminise. I went on a Jesus Retreat with the sixth graders at my church as a chaperone. I became sort of iffy on it, however, I had more of a blast than I ever thought I would. I never realized how much I missed being so naive. Some of the other girls and I were talking about boys-us being typical girls- and they were saying how this girl was so skanky because her and her boyfriend would actually go to the Chiller (ice rink) and kiss. It's weird to think that at one point in my life I thought kissing was such a taboo topic. Ahh.. the good ol' days..

interesting tidbit: Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

Emily

first of many.

Hello.

Being my first blog, I'm really not that sure of what to say. I guess I live an average lifestyle, just trying to make my journey through the rest of high school without loosing my head too much. I'm a junior, which means I'm on the long road on finding the perfect college. Grah. I know.

My best friends all have boyfriends. Yeah, all four of them. It's kinda annoying because it seems like I'll always be the only single one. Almost everyone I know is with someone. It's so annoying!! I mean it's high school and they all act like they're married. Oh well, at least I get to do whatever I want and not have to worry about it I guess..

On to family.. Well I've got the Christian mother, recovering alcoholic father, the loud boy-crazy sister, and the brother I hardly ever see. I'm the youngest by 9 years, which is nice because I'm spoiled like crazy compared to how my brother and sister were when they were my age (: However, they have all these stories and it stinks I had to miss out on them. There's not much to say, we're pretty close and its nice. There hasn't been any drama since my dad's been sober for 5 months now! Don't let that fool you though, in an instant that can all change, trust me, I've been through it countless amounts of times.

Well hopefully my next entry will be more interesting. This is just an intro to my life.

God Bless,
Emily