Dear Self, you suck

It is only the third day of January (as I begin to type this) and I have already forgotten a day. However it'd be unlike me to not have an excuse.

So yesterday I spent packing, loading, driving, unloading, unpacking, eating, and sleeping. As I have officially moved back into school for Winter Quarter. Today I had my first class, German. Which was surprisingly interesting, and I even met a couple new friends! yay! However I don't know how I'm going to handle my six hours straight of lectures. Ugh, oh well, I'll learn to live.

Also, you'll love me for this.. haha. Erin, you know, your *~*~*BFF*~*~* (note heavy sarcasm) has been complaining non stop about that one boy and that one thing.. hopefully you know what I'm talking about.. (punch) I hope you can catch my drift lol. Anyways, so thats really annoying you right now. You have also decided that Steph & you are getting a pet HEDGEHOG next year, yeah, if you don't have one and you're moved in together. you need to get one. now. I'm not joking.

Well, that's all that has really happened since being back, hopefully maddie kelly & kristin come and visit this weekend :)
I'll try and remember to write tomorrow
but no promises

it would be unlike me to start this project on time..

As I go to sign up for an account to blog daily on for a year, I notice my email address has already been taken. Surprisingly, by me, from a year or two ago. Seeing as how I promised to write more often in my last post it's not probable that this project is going to be accomplished. However, I've grown a little since then, so we'll see how this goes!

Anyways, it's amazing how one year can change your life. I am now a freshman at WSU at the end of my six week long break, and getting ready to head back. Over the summer I went to Germany, and it has changed my life completely. My new best friend I wrote about in the last post, is now my forever best friend. And so on.. I should've started this earlier because now all I can think about is sleep. Oh! And my sister's getting married this summer and I'm going to be the Maid of Honor!

Okay, I'm sorry this is shit. New Years Eve was a lot of fun.. along with a lot of mistakes. As I'm paying for them now, because I'm so tired I can't even comprehend what I'm writing.

I'll make it up to you tomorrow
but no promises

Hello Old Friend

Dear Blogspot,
I'm sorry I have completely forgot and ignored you for the past eight months. I'm back, and restarting.
My bad.

One of my friends on facebook just posted a link to her blogspot, and that reminded me about mine. So I went on to read all seven of my posts and decided I need to get in to this, for real. I love being able to look back on what I was thinking in a point in time that I usually wouldn't. And since writing is so last season, this will be the place.

Anyways, I'm now a senior and only five months left of highschool, can we please celebrate how awesome that is?!
I applied to two colleges, I got accepted into one, and haven't heard from the other. I just. want to be done choosing and know what I'm doing with my life. Thank youuu. heh.

I don't really know where to go from here; so we will reminisce on my weekend, eh? okay. Don't get excited.
Friday Night; Went down to campus with one of my new best friends Jen. And I say this, because we declared our bestfriendness that night, in the bathroom. It's official. haha. We went to COSI with Katie, Nick, Bryan, Farrow-I can't remember his first/real name-, Jason, and Chris. I really hate when you go somewhere when you're little and it is absolutely the best place ever and then go back almost ten years later and it's not that great. You've grown up, everything is smaller and just doesn't have that flare. However, we still had fun, especially since it was free. We then went back to Nick, Bryan, & Chris' house. Played some games, and Bryan & I won 3-2 I believe. wooot! Then I tucked Jason in with a coat, while watching Full House, and decided we were best friends too- he agreed. Went to go to bed with Jen & Nick to have a heart to heart, as soon as we laid down, Jen fell asleep. But it's okay.

Saturday; Me & Jen made our way home after stopping at McDonalds twice, once at 10:40 for hash browns and again at 11:02 for cheeseburgers. So healthy. After arriving home, I showered and made my way over to Kristin's house with Kylie. We caught up on some drama and waxed our eyebrows. Oh, and I saw my first episode of Jersey Shore-yeah, don't like it. Then went home and Nick came over. We played some Mario Kart then he went to Bryan's parents house for steak and I had some food here. Then we went back down to campus for round two! hhaha. However; Jen, Morgan & Amber were talking about coming down but it was all up in the air. Ends up none of them could come. Bryan & I went for our third round against Nick and Josh this time. And won, again. 3-2. Dream team! Anyways-nothing too interesting happened. That's about it. haha.

Sunday; Bryan, Nick & I went to Panera, which was delicious. We ended up sitting there for awhile hah. Went home and discovered the current love of my life; OMGPOP. So much fun. I'm addicted I'd say. And that's about all I did all day. haha. Lazy Sunday.

So yeah, that's been my weekend. That was a lot longer than I thought it'd be. And now it's 12:18 and I have to wake up for school in 7 hours. So sleep is in my future. Goodnight!

What I've been up to..

Hey there.

So I mean it's really only been forever and a day since we've last chat. I told my self I was going to do 'Vlog Everyday May' because it rhymed and whatnot, and here I am-May 15th and this is my first May posting. Oh well, too late now. 

I've been super busy. 

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Prom.

Blah. Totally not impressed. I was annoyed with my date all night, and just didn't want to go to the prom. I don't know I was in a weird bitchy mood. Anyways, I ended up going home right after the dance and fell asleep before my sister did. I am so cool. 

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German.

Well I'm going to freaking GERMANY. Crazy? Yeah. I'm super way beyond pumped. I get my German in September. And ahhh, can't wait! She seems sweet! Then I'll be staying with her for three weeks there. Gahh <33>

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Concert.

Went to a kick ass concert last night with my schwester. We saw Hey Monday, Fall Out Boy, Metrostation, All Time Low, and Cobra Starship. Minus the mom humping, drunks, and rain, it was one of the best concerts I've been to. Ahh, I wanna go back. 

Okay, so since this post  has been full of not that important of stuff. I'm going to go. 

Plus its almost midnight and I need to be functioning in six hours. Tomorrow is the seniors last day and I've got two tests. How does that work?-Bah. 

Greys anatomy made me want to cry tonight. 

I am way to into that show. 

Goodnight.

family;boy;boy.

Here's a very happy late Eater/Passover.

<- There's a picture of me, the cousins, & sister squshed on the couch. Lovely right? Anyways, Easter was fun, had some good family time and that's basically all that I did. I'm pretty good at doing nothing, unlike my mother who constantly has about a million projects going on at once.

In unfamily news, I got asked to prom today. Middle of sixth period. This guy walks in and has about 10+ people with him and in front of the whole class he gives me a white rose and asks me to prom. Cute, right? Wrong. I felt completly bombarded considoring I didn't really want to go to prom with this guy. He's really funny and all but there's just no attraction there for me, oh well. I said yes.

So I just IM'ed this guy I haven't talked to since basically the night we spent on new years at my sisters when she was gone :X Yeah, anyways it's crazy how fast my heart can pound when I wish it wouldn't. This guy should not make me feel like this. He's hurt me twice before so why am I so nervous to talk to him? UGH. I wish I could choose who I fall so hard for-or it would be someone that would care as much as I did back. So Complicated. So Not Worth It. I don't even know why I'm talking to him. I'm setting my self up again and I totally know it. - Prepare for depressed blog in a couple weeks.

Disappointed;Birthday

So I'm sitting here watching the news with the pops, well, as he sleeps, and it's brought me to realize how pathetic our world is. I don't get how a Sunday School teacher could kill one of her daughters' friends. Or how 4 'pirates' can take over a cargo ship. It's sad. Do people really get that bored to think- oh what could I do so I can get a bunch of money? OH! I know, lets go take over a boat then request 2 million dollars for the captain. No. That's not how it should be. If you apply yourself and work then save up you can get that money. But like other people just work for it and not take people hostage. UGH. It just makes me so upset that this is what it's come to.

Anyways.. My birthday was two days ago and I am now 17. Which means donating blood, driving with more than one person in the car, and rated R movies. Woot. It's not like I haven't drivin with more than one person or seen rated R movies but now if I get carded I can easily whip out my I.D. and be like waBAM, no longer doing illegal stuff. in. your. face. So from the fam I got some tickets to go see Fall Out Boy, MetroStation, All Time Low, Hey Monday, and CobraStarship, I'M SO PUMPED. And what's even more exciting is I also got tickets to TAYLOR SWIFT. Almost peed my pants. I also got some other little things. My friends made me a vid collab of all my friends saying happy birthday and I love it very much.

interesting tidbit:The magic word "Abracadabra" was originally intended for the specific purpose of curing hay fever.

Emily

Things have been super crazy lately. I'm ready for it to simmer.

With Prom coming up the school has been nothing but drama, break-ups, and freak-outs. I'm so ready for all the plans to be made and it to be seven and taking pictures, anxious for the night to begin. However, we still have a whole 'nother month until prom and until then I won't be slowing down. Along with Operation Prom my friends and I are on, I have a birthday, Easter, Retreat, Moms' bday, Brothers' bday, Mom's Emmaus.. (etc). Everything is coming too fast! Where did all my time go?

I've been reminising a lot about how "grown up" I've become since another year has passed. It's so weird to see how much things can change in such a short amount of time. This time last year I had super long, dark hair, a boyfriend I don't even talk to anymore, and I spent a lot more time with my friends. However, the last ones changing. It makes me wonder where I'll be after next year, as I'll be almost done with highschool and getting ready to graduate. Freaky.

Last weekend is really what brought me to reminise. I went on a Jesus Retreat with the sixth graders at my church as a chaperone. I became sort of iffy on it, however, I had more of a blast than I ever thought I would. I never realized how much I missed being so naive. Some of the other girls and I were talking about boys-us being typical girls- and they were saying how this girl was so skanky because her and her boyfriend would actually go to the Chiller (ice rink) and kiss. It's weird to think that at one point in my life I thought kissing was such a taboo topic. Ahh.. the good ol' days..

interesting tidbit: Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

Emily